Greeting scat friends, Kopfarbeit hier
Normalaweis ich probiere in Deutsch zum schreiben, aber Heute arbend mein kopf arbietet nicht. So ich schreibe in English meine mutter zunge.
One doesn't need to be the best however one should try to improve every day. The same goes for will power, but I must say I personally don't know which side of will power I possess.
For example, I say to myself I will play my guitar every day and try to improve my technique and learn new songs, but I don't. I try to smoke less but however hard I try, I don't. I say I will only go out on Friday and Saturday but I fail miserably. Just a few typical examples of no will power.
On the other hand I have the will and the power to sit and watch the most perverse porn all day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks of the year. I have the will and the power to masturbate continuously throughout the day at weekends and always before and after work during the week. I have the will and the power to cam friends in scat-community, trying to please them and fulfill their fantasies, and believe me there are a lot of weird requirements out there, but I love it. This week alone I have eaten my own shit 3 times on cam, sucked my own sperm down countlessl times during the day and drank glass after glass of piss. I have smeared shit over my tits, dildo'd my shitty arse, shat on the coffee table and licked it all off, the list goes on, now thats what I call will power and the power to please ones friends.
Which leads me to ask, with no disrespect to anybody in our community, why are there never any of our lady members entering the AVChat room. My profile quite clearly states I am Hetro, however I am only helping out my fellow man and not woman, does this mean I am now gay or Bi, I know I wasn't before joining this community, but somehow I just like the company, and I am willing to learn, that doesn't mean I am going to start going out and sucking cock every night, but it means I am striving to get better.
I understand that if our ladies enter the chat room they stand the chance of being inundated and overpowered by requests to cam and perform for one and all, that is a shame and I apologise for that, there are millions o guys out there who's cock takes over from there brains in these type of situations, one may say myself included, however I will always be polite and well mannered to any of the ladies of our scat community if I ever have the chance to meet in the chat room.
Anyway back to wanking while having another cigarette and another glass of wine.
Speak to you all at some time
Kopfarbeit traurigxx
