Hi, I am Harry, male and happily married. There is one thing missing in my marriage that I seek elasewhere, and I know from my experience that more people have this problem.
My wife does noyt like the idea of my tongue exploring parts of her body that are meant for other things..
So I seek my fortune elsewhere, unfortunately without her knowing.. We have a mutual understanding about this: if she does not know, she is ok with it.
For me it all started when I was 9-10 years old. I found it arousing to play with my pee when I was in the bath, and gradually this developed in playing when I was alone. I loved to piss directly in my face, and tried to catch as much as possible in my mouth. I also experimented with the shower hose, and gave myself warm enemas. Luckily the bathroom door was closed, and sometimes I was surrounded in the warm water by turds.
To make them go away, I needed to stuff them through the drainage, which gave me a strange feeling of arousement. From a certain moment on, I started to poop in my hands, and smell it. I remember these experiences quite well..
From that moment on, I started to spy on my sisters, mother and visitors when they went itn the toilet. I pretended to need to go as well, and listened at the door for grunts, moans etc. When they flushed, I went in as quickly as possible to get a whiff of the smell. One time my cousin came out, she was about 13 at the time, and a brown turd was still floating in the water. I quickly closed the door and scooped it out. That was my first experience with shit from aother person.. a girl..
I smelled it, squeezed it, and licked it.. I remember that I almost fainted from arousement.
I needed to be quick though, as we had only one toilet in the house. I treasured that moment for a long time and had many orgasmes fantasizing about my cousins' turd and fantasizing about her pooping.
It took many years untill my second experience, as I learned that not many people shared the love for scat. I had many solo experiences during my adolescense, which included pooping in my hands, smearing, enemas and peeing games. I loved (and still dow) to cover the toilet seat with paper towels, and sit on the toilet seat and slowly press, in order to have the warm shit slowly presses itself between my bottocks and finds its wat to my balls. When at work it gets a bit messy sometimes, but jerking of during this experience is wonderful.
In my youth, I have found it very frustrating that I never was able to make may fantasies real. Luckily, magazines from Nodruft and Dutch porn magazines sometimes featured stories that involved scat.
I remember the closest that I came was when I was 18: a girl that I sleptwith needed to go to the bathroom, and I accompanied her. She allowed me to put my hands between her legs when she peed, and was surrised that I licked them off. She also allowed me to be present when she pooped, but I dared not to do the same thing, as I was afraid that she would tell my friends.
I met my first wife, and she was totally offended when the subject came on during ur love making. She was not having anything of it, and when we broke up, she mentioned this as one of the reasons of the breakup. She thought it was very perverted, and not normal. She liked to undergo pain though: something that could not arouse me. The use of needles, clothing pins etc to make her have an orgasm was not very much my cup of tea.
I met some women who let me lick their ass, which is a big turn on for me, but it was when I met a girl from work on a training session in Utrecht (she was from the USA), that I had my first real scat experience.
She dared me during the training, and I dared her to meet me during lucj break inmy hotel room. There was hot steaming sex, and we agreed to meet again. She loved anal sex, and loved my tongue u p her ass.. And at one moment the subject of scat came up, when my dick was covered in it. She would not go down on me, but I asked her if I could lick her again.. She was turned on by the idea.. so when I asked her to take a shit on my cock, she obliged.. Much to my pleasure. If I had not been addicted, I was from that moment on..
I put a piece of her turd in my mouth when she wasn't looking, tasted it, and cameat thesame moment. It was sooooooooo... erotic!
I will continue my story later..
In the meantime.. If there are any women who recognize themselves in this, please email me personally. I am looking for like minded couples or women in the Amsterdam area. Age and looks are not important..
Looking forward in hearing from all of you.
Love,
Harry
Part 2:
After my American colleague, I had problems finding a new scat partner. I work in the medical industry, and attended an exhibition near Utrecht. I came across a woman that made some naughty remarks, to which I rsponded. After the shwo, everybody had dinner in a castle, and she came to sit next to me.
We ignored eachother basically during dinner, but our legs pressed tight against eachother. I dared to put my hands on her legs and she just continued talking. I was encouraged, and let my hand wander up her thighs..
After dinner we just walked to the hotel that she was staying in, and without much words, we stripped and had sex.
We talked about eachother, and I explained that I liked to play with shit.. She was very understanding and said that she would like to try it once, to see ifshe would like it.
We greed to meet again at her place in thesouth of Holland, and one day I drove up there,
After some fondling, she took me to the spare bedroom where we could get dirty..
she wanted me to fuck her up the ass, whel she would try to poo..
In short.. a magical experience. She rode me while she pooped (which was difficult), and she played with her clit. She discovered that she could come while my cock was in her ass and she was pooping. I managed to keep an erection for a long tie, while she used me..
I jerked of while I tased her shit by licking of my fingers...
Unfortunately, she was living a bit too far from me and we gradually lost contact.
I met a woman after that who worked in a hospital. She is my age, and looked hot. radiated SEX, without her knowing it. From a bit of flirting came a bit of kissing.. and one day we decided to meet after work for a walk. In short.. sex on a bench in the Amsterdamse Bos, for everybody to see..
She loves being licked anally, and loves to have my cock in her tight ass hole.
As we became very open, I dared to mention that I like to have "dirty sex".. She is open for this, and we gradually made the first steps..
She will not play with scat herselves, but is open in giving. She likes to pee all over me, and after some dates she realized that when I was fucking herass, it was completely covered in het shit..
A bit ashamed, she asked me if I minded.. but I came.. and licked her ass clean..
She let me.. and we had a shower afterwards.
I contunue to see her, but on an irregular basis, as she is married, just like me.
She will not participate in smearing etc.. just giving..
So I hope to meet that needle in a haystack who would like to endulge herself in the pleasures of scatplay.. Amsterdam s a big city..
Comments are welcome
love and a brown kiss,
Harry
